2025-07-10, 02:09 PM
The confession
I'm sitting across from my father. That is, we are sitting across from my father! I dare not look at his face. I can't, and yes, I'm afraid! Real fear! My stomach is cramping. I feel sick! I think I'm going to throw up. He says nothing! He just sits there at the kitchen table, his hands folded, his forearms on the table top, and looks at me – and says nothing. What have I gotten us into! I'm an idiot! How did it come to this?
My dad and I were abandoned by my mother for another man. I was thirteen at the time and at the beginning of my “becoming a man”. He went through it bravely! Since those three years, we have grown together, have always trusted each other unreservedly and he has always been there for me. Understanding, empathetic, sometimes scolding but never angry or unjust! Actually, totally atypical! But everything just fit together. He really worked his ass off for us (sorry for the expression, but it's true). During the day at work, in the evening he was there for me, at night household chores. He always kept the weekends free for me! A new girlfriend? No way! No, he didn't have time for “that kind of thing,” he always said. He literally carried me on his hands. We were the perfect father-son team.
That changed when I met Sebastian about three weeks ago. He was new at our school and we got along great from the start. I soon realized that I felt more than just friendship for him. After gym class, in the shower, we stole glances at each other, grinned at each other, and my heart started racing every time. Well, I quickly understood what that meant. I didn't grow up behind the moon.
Sebastian usually came to my place, we ate together and did our homework as quickly as possible. The rest of the day we fooled around, played video games or watched DVDs. One afternoon we were fooling around on my bed and he tickled me really hard. I was lying on my back with him sitting on my thighs. We laughed and he pushed up my T-shirt while he started the next attack and continued tickling my bare skin. I realized that my pants were getting too tight. Shit, I was getting a boner! Suddenly he changed his tactics and went from tickling to gentle caressing with a grin. Oh my God! For a moment my mind went blank and I was unable to say or do anything. After the somewhat longer moment of shock, I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off him! He was still grinning, but I had lost it. Slowly, he lowered his head to me and gave me a very tender kiss on my lips. I began to tremble with excitement as he continued to touch me lovingly. Finally, I was somewhat in control of my senses again and couldn't keep my hands off him. Quietly and tenderly, he whispered in my ear.
“Shall I stop or do you want more? It's up to you!"
He sat up again, and I immediately put my right hand on his neck and slowly pulled his head down towards me again. I closed my eyes and started kissing his lips, then I slowly opened my mouth and very carefully let my tongue slide to his. I will never forget this kiss for as long as I live!
“Christopher?“
”Sebastian?“
”I've fallen in love with you.“
”Hihi, that's nothing new. I've been in love with you for a long time!“
I grinned at him and stroked his cheek.
”Christopher, is it too soon for me to want more?"
I grinned at him again
“No, Sebastian, it's not! I want you! Now! Here! Today! Right now!"
In record time, we were naked! My goodness, I was horny for this guy!
My God, he wasn't just insanely cute, but also totally sexy! His chest and abs were exactly my type, not too much and not too little, from his chest to his belly button was covered with a soft, blond downy carpet and the few, totally cute hairs under his belly button almost drove me crazy!
His beautiful body lay on top of mine, we rubbed our lower bodies tenderly together, kissing over and over again.
It didn't take long before we both felt the pleasant current flowing through our bodies.
“Oh man, that was so beautiful. Thank you!”
I was a little taken aback.
"Why thank you?”
I smiled encouragingly at him.
“Because you gave me the most beautiful thing on earth – your love!”
Oh yes, I really had!
“Then I should probably say thank you too?”
Now he looked at me questioningly.
“You gave me your love too, didn't you?”
He closed his eyes and buried his face on my neck.
“Mm hm.“
He said it so blissfully!
”Youuu?“
”Mmhmm?“
I'm sitting across from my father. That is, we are sitting across from my father! I dare not look at his face. I can't, and yes, I'm afraid! Real fear! My stomach is cramping. I feel sick! I think I'm going to throw up. He says nothing! He just sits there at the kitchen table, his hands folded, his forearms on the table top, and looks at me – and says nothing. What have I gotten us into! I'm an idiot! How did it come to this?
My dad and I were abandoned by my mother for another man. I was thirteen at the time and at the beginning of my “becoming a man”. He went through it bravely! Since those three years, we have grown together, have always trusted each other unreservedly and he has always been there for me. Understanding, empathetic, sometimes scolding but never angry or unjust! Actually, totally atypical! But everything just fit together. He really worked his ass off for us (sorry for the expression, but it's true). During the day at work, in the evening he was there for me, at night household chores. He always kept the weekends free for me! A new girlfriend? No way! No, he didn't have time for “that kind of thing,” he always said. He literally carried me on his hands. We were the perfect father-son team.
That changed when I met Sebastian about three weeks ago. He was new at our school and we got along great from the start. I soon realized that I felt more than just friendship for him. After gym class, in the shower, we stole glances at each other, grinned at each other, and my heart started racing every time. Well, I quickly understood what that meant. I didn't grow up behind the moon.
Sebastian usually came to my place, we ate together and did our homework as quickly as possible. The rest of the day we fooled around, played video games or watched DVDs. One afternoon we were fooling around on my bed and he tickled me really hard. I was lying on my back with him sitting on my thighs. We laughed and he pushed up my T-shirt while he started the next attack and continued tickling my bare skin. I realized that my pants were getting too tight. Shit, I was getting a boner! Suddenly he changed his tactics and went from tickling to gentle caressing with a grin. Oh my God! For a moment my mind went blank and I was unable to say or do anything. After the somewhat longer moment of shock, I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off him! He was still grinning, but I had lost it. Slowly, he lowered his head to me and gave me a very tender kiss on my lips. I began to tremble with excitement as he continued to touch me lovingly. Finally, I was somewhat in control of my senses again and couldn't keep my hands off him. Quietly and tenderly, he whispered in my ear.
“Shall I stop or do you want more? It's up to you!"
He sat up again, and I immediately put my right hand on his neck and slowly pulled his head down towards me again. I closed my eyes and started kissing his lips, then I slowly opened my mouth and very carefully let my tongue slide to his. I will never forget this kiss for as long as I live!
“Christopher?“
”Sebastian?“
”I've fallen in love with you.“
”Hihi, that's nothing new. I've been in love with you for a long time!“
I grinned at him and stroked his cheek.
”Christopher, is it too soon for me to want more?"
I grinned at him again
“No, Sebastian, it's not! I want you! Now! Here! Today! Right now!"
In record time, we were naked! My goodness, I was horny for this guy!
My God, he wasn't just insanely cute, but also totally sexy! His chest and abs were exactly my type, not too much and not too little, from his chest to his belly button was covered with a soft, blond downy carpet and the few, totally cute hairs under his belly button almost drove me crazy!
His beautiful body lay on top of mine, we rubbed our lower bodies tenderly together, kissing over and over again.
It didn't take long before we both felt the pleasant current flowing through our bodies.
“Oh man, that was so beautiful. Thank you!”
I was a little taken aback.
"Why thank you?”
I smiled encouragingly at him.
“Because you gave me the most beautiful thing on earth – your love!”
Oh yes, I really had!
“Then I should probably say thank you too?”
Now he looked at me questioningly.
“You gave me your love too, didn't you?”
He closed his eyes and buried his face on my neck.
“Mm hm.“
He said it so blissfully!
”Youuu?“
”Mmhmm?“