07-10-2025, 01:09 PM
The confession
I'm sitting across from my father. That is, we are sitting across from my father! I dare not look at his face. I can't, and yes, I'm afraid! Real fear! My stomach is cramping. I feel sick! I think I'm going to throw up. He says nothing! He just sits there at the kitchen table, his hands folded, his forearms on the table top, and looks at me – and says nothing. What have I gotten us into! I'm an idiot! How did it come to this?
My dad and I were abandoned by my mother for another man. I was thirteen at the time and at the beginning of my “becoming a man”. He went through it bravely! Since those three years, we have grown together, have always trusted each other unreservedly and he has always been there for me. Understanding, empathetic, sometimes scolding but never angry or unjust! Actually, totally atypical! But everything just fit together. He really worked his ass off for us (sorry for the expression, but it's true). During the day at work, in the evening he was there for me, at night household chores. He always kept the weekends free for me! A new girlfriend? No way! No, he didn't have time for “that kind of thing,” he always said. He literally carried me on his hands. We were the perfect father-son team.
That changed when I met Sebastian about three weeks ago. He was new at our school and we got along great from the start. I soon realized that I felt more than just friendship for him. After gym class, in the shower, we stole glances at each other, grinned at each other, and my heart started racing every time. Well, I quickly understood what that meant. I didn't grow up behind the moon.
Sebastian usually came to my place, we ate together and did our homework as quickly as possible. The rest of the day we fooled around, played video games or watched DVDs. One afternoon we were fooling around on my bed and he tickled me really hard. I was lying on my back with him sitting on my thighs. We laughed and he pushed up my T-shirt while he started the next attack and continued tickling my bare skin. I realized that my pants were getting too tight. Shit, I was getting a boner! Suddenly he changed his tactics and went from tickling to gentle caressing with a grin. Oh my God! For a moment my mind went blank and I was unable to say or do anything. After the somewhat longer moment of shock, I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off him! He was still grinning, but I had lost it. Slowly, he lowered his head to me and gave me a very tender kiss on my lips. I began to tremble with excitement as he continued to touch me lovingly. Finally, I was somewhat in control of my senses again and couldn't keep my hands off him. Quietly and tenderly, he whispered in my ear.
“Shall I stop or do you want more? It's up to you!"
He sat up again, and I immediately put my right hand on his neck and slowly pulled his head down towards me again. I closed my eyes and started kissing his lips, then I slowly opened my mouth and very carefully let my tongue slide to his. I will never forget this kiss for as long as I live!
“Christopher?“
”Sebastian?“
”I've fallen in love with you.“
”Hihi, that's nothing new. I've been in love with you for a long time!“
I grinned at him and stroked his cheek.
”Christopher, is it too soon for me to want more?"
I grinned at him again
“No, Sebastian, it's not! I want you! Now! Here! Today! Right now!"
In record time, we were naked! My goodness, I was horny for this guy!
My God, he wasn't just insanely cute, but also totally sexy! His chest and abs were exactly my type, not too much and not too little, from his chest to his belly button was covered with a soft, blond downy carpet and the few, totally cute hairs under his belly button almost drove me crazy!
His beautiful body lay on top of mine, we rubbed our lower bodies tenderly together, kissing over and over again.
It didn't take long before we both felt the pleasant current flowing through our bodies.
“Oh man, that was so beautiful. Thank you!”
I was a little taken aback.
"Why thank you?”
I smiled encouragingly at him.
“Because you gave me the most beautiful thing on earth – your love!”
Oh yes, I really had!
“Then I should probably say thank you too?”
Now he looked at me questioningly.
“You gave me your love too, didn't you?”
He closed his eyes and buried his face on my neck.
“Mm hm.“
He said it so blissfully!
”Youuu?“
”Mmhmm?“
”I want you again.“
He grinned at me lovingly and lustfully.
”Shouldn't we shower first? I mean... we're still full of – well, you know – down there!“
”Does it bother you? Does it disgust you? I think it's hot!“
Hihi, he didn't want to say it like that, because his face could rival a red traffic light!
”On second thought – no! I'm not disgusted by myself and I'm certainly not disgusted by you!"
He got up, turned around and I experienced the famous 69 position for the first time, with all our man juice!
Wow, that was...
Once again, the big bang of masculinity was not long in coming and we came at the same time again. After that, we lay on my bed for a long time, still tightly entwined, caressing and kissing each other over and over again!
It was time to get up! Quickly shower and get dressed! Not a minute too early, because as soon as we were presentable again, I heard my dad coming home!
“Phew, that was close!"
The next few days were always the same.
At some point I asked Sebastian if his parents knew. He looked very sad and said that he couldn't tell them. They wouldn't understand ‘something like that’.
But I felt really bad about what I'd done to my father! We'd always told each other everything. So why not this?
Sebastian was afraid that my father would run straight to his parents. But I was sure that he wouldn't do that.
“Do you want to be there or would you rather me talk to him alone?”
His coolness and self-confidence had vanished.
“I'm scared, Christopher! I'm really scared shitless!”
"Come on, I could always talk to him about anything. He'll understand.”
“Well, when?“
”Today!“
”WHAT!?“
He looked at me with wide, wide-open eyes – the most beautiful eyes in the world, by the way!
”We'll do it! Besides, he wouldn't hurt you anyway."
I smiled at him.
Then I heard my father's key in the apartment door.
He wasn't even really in the apartment when we walked towards him.
“Dad, we need to talk!”
“Oh oh, that doesn't sound good! Did something happen?”
“No, yes, no. Not in the hallway! Let's sit in the kitchen”
My hands were sweaty and Sebastian's were ice cold.
I got the creeps.
We sat down and he looked at me questioningly.
“All right, what is it?”
I gathered all my courage, took Sebastian's hand and placed it on the kitchen table.
“Dad, I'm afraid I have to tell you that I'm gay and that Sebastian is not a friend, but MY friend.”
Wom - the bomb had exploded.
I looked at my father's face, it was expressionless! I got even more nervous. Was it wrong? First I looked at Sebastian, who didn't feel comfortable at all in his skin, then I looked at my father again, who was still staring at me expressionlessly, and then I lowered my eyes to our entwined hands. There was a ghostly silence. I heard the ticking of the kitchen clock.
I dare not look at his face. I can't, and yes, I'm scared! Really scared! My stomach is cramping. I feel sick! I think I'm going to throw up. He says nothing! He just sits there at the kitchen table, his hands folded, his forearms on the table, and looks at me – and says nothing. What have I gotten us into! I'm an idiot! How did it come to this?
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a question, calm, too calm for my feelings.
“Since when?”
I look at him completely irritated.
“Since when have you known that you like boys?”
I tremble, waiting for my father to erupt.
"For about three weeks.”
I couldn't say more, tears streaming down my face. Our hands clenched even more.
“I'm disappointed, Christopher, hurt and sad.”
Shit, what have I done!
I want to say something, but he shows me that I should be quiet.
“Christopher, I have always tried to be a good father to you, we trusted each other, you could always come to me, I gave up a lot for you and I was happy to do it. You always trusted me with everything. Your fears, your worries, your first pubic hair, your first wet dream!”
He falls silent again, still looking me firmly in the eye, and I start to cry like a little child.
“Christopher! I'm sad because you didn't want to trust me.”
I just heard that wrong, didn't I? What was that?
I'm staring at my father with my mouth open!
“I don't give a shit whether you love a boy or a girl, I just would have liked to have known from you right away and happily, that's all! Promise me no more secrets, nothing has changed between us.”
Am I hearing angels sing? I'm completely lost! My knees are like jelly.
My dad grins at me, gets up, walks towards me, pulls me up and gives me a hug!
“I'm so happy for you!”
I can't believe it!
When he lets go of me, I look at Sebastian, who is still standing there like a drowned rat and doesn't understand the world anymore!
My dad walks up to him and takes him in his arms.
“Welcome to our family! And don't make him unhappy!“
With his well-known smile, he winks at Sebastian.
”So guys, now finally kiss each other and then wash your faces, you look terrible. Come on.”
I grab Sebastian's hand and pull him behind me into the bathroom.
“And at seven I want to go out to eat with you, that's what celebrating looks like!”
Sebastian stops as if rooted to the spot.
“But, we can't go out if someone sees us, can we? My parents don't know anything and they won't find out anytime soon!”
My father smiles at him.
“Oh come on, I should be allowed to have dinner with my boys. In here you are a couple in love, how you behave outside is your business! So, it's settled, we'll leave at seven!“
”And one more thing, congratulations on your taste!"
He laughs out loud and disappears into the living room.
Overjoyed, I pull my darling close and celebrate a wonderfully beautiful and long French kiss with him
I'm sitting across from my father. That is, we are sitting across from my father! I dare not look at his face. I can't, and yes, I'm afraid! Real fear! My stomach is cramping. I feel sick! I think I'm going to throw up. He says nothing! He just sits there at the kitchen table, his hands folded, his forearms on the table top, and looks at me – and says nothing. What have I gotten us into! I'm an idiot! How did it come to this?
My dad and I were abandoned by my mother for another man. I was thirteen at the time and at the beginning of my “becoming a man”. He went through it bravely! Since those three years, we have grown together, have always trusted each other unreservedly and he has always been there for me. Understanding, empathetic, sometimes scolding but never angry or unjust! Actually, totally atypical! But everything just fit together. He really worked his ass off for us (sorry for the expression, but it's true). During the day at work, in the evening he was there for me, at night household chores. He always kept the weekends free for me! A new girlfriend? No way! No, he didn't have time for “that kind of thing,” he always said. He literally carried me on his hands. We were the perfect father-son team.
That changed when I met Sebastian about three weeks ago. He was new at our school and we got along great from the start. I soon realized that I felt more than just friendship for him. After gym class, in the shower, we stole glances at each other, grinned at each other, and my heart started racing every time. Well, I quickly understood what that meant. I didn't grow up behind the moon.
Sebastian usually came to my place, we ate together and did our homework as quickly as possible. The rest of the day we fooled around, played video games or watched DVDs. One afternoon we were fooling around on my bed and he tickled me really hard. I was lying on my back with him sitting on my thighs. We laughed and he pushed up my T-shirt while he started the next attack and continued tickling my bare skin. I realized that my pants were getting too tight. Shit, I was getting a boner! Suddenly he changed his tactics and went from tickling to gentle caressing with a grin. Oh my God! For a moment my mind went blank and I was unable to say or do anything. After the somewhat longer moment of shock, I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off him! He was still grinning, but I had lost it. Slowly, he lowered his head to me and gave me a very tender kiss on my lips. I began to tremble with excitement as he continued to touch me lovingly. Finally, I was somewhat in control of my senses again and couldn't keep my hands off him. Quietly and tenderly, he whispered in my ear.
“Shall I stop or do you want more? It's up to you!"
He sat up again, and I immediately put my right hand on his neck and slowly pulled his head down towards me again. I closed my eyes and started kissing his lips, then I slowly opened my mouth and very carefully let my tongue slide to his. I will never forget this kiss for as long as I live!
“Christopher?“
”Sebastian?“
”I've fallen in love with you.“
”Hihi, that's nothing new. I've been in love with you for a long time!“
I grinned at him and stroked his cheek.
”Christopher, is it too soon for me to want more?"
I grinned at him again
“No, Sebastian, it's not! I want you! Now! Here! Today! Right now!"
In record time, we were naked! My goodness, I was horny for this guy!
My God, he wasn't just insanely cute, but also totally sexy! His chest and abs were exactly my type, not too much and not too little, from his chest to his belly button was covered with a soft, blond downy carpet and the few, totally cute hairs under his belly button almost drove me crazy!
His beautiful body lay on top of mine, we rubbed our lower bodies tenderly together, kissing over and over again.
It didn't take long before we both felt the pleasant current flowing through our bodies.
“Oh man, that was so beautiful. Thank you!”
I was a little taken aback.
"Why thank you?”
I smiled encouragingly at him.
“Because you gave me the most beautiful thing on earth – your love!”
Oh yes, I really had!
“Then I should probably say thank you too?”
Now he looked at me questioningly.
“You gave me your love too, didn't you?”
He closed his eyes and buried his face on my neck.
“Mm hm.“
He said it so blissfully!
”Youuu?“
”Mmhmm?“
”I want you again.“
He grinned at me lovingly and lustfully.
”Shouldn't we shower first? I mean... we're still full of – well, you know – down there!“
”Does it bother you? Does it disgust you? I think it's hot!“
Hihi, he didn't want to say it like that, because his face could rival a red traffic light!
”On second thought – no! I'm not disgusted by myself and I'm certainly not disgusted by you!"
He got up, turned around and I experienced the famous 69 position for the first time, with all our man juice!
Wow, that was...
Once again, the big bang of masculinity was not long in coming and we came at the same time again. After that, we lay on my bed for a long time, still tightly entwined, caressing and kissing each other over and over again!
It was time to get up! Quickly shower and get dressed! Not a minute too early, because as soon as we were presentable again, I heard my dad coming home!
“Phew, that was close!"
The next few days were always the same.
At some point I asked Sebastian if his parents knew. He looked very sad and said that he couldn't tell them. They wouldn't understand ‘something like that’.
But I felt really bad about what I'd done to my father! We'd always told each other everything. So why not this?
Sebastian was afraid that my father would run straight to his parents. But I was sure that he wouldn't do that.
“Do you want to be there or would you rather me talk to him alone?”
His coolness and self-confidence had vanished.
“I'm scared, Christopher! I'm really scared shitless!”
"Come on, I could always talk to him about anything. He'll understand.”
“Well, when?“
”Today!“
”WHAT!?“
He looked at me with wide, wide-open eyes – the most beautiful eyes in the world, by the way!
”We'll do it! Besides, he wouldn't hurt you anyway."
I smiled at him.
Then I heard my father's key in the apartment door.
He wasn't even really in the apartment when we walked towards him.
“Dad, we need to talk!”
“Oh oh, that doesn't sound good! Did something happen?”
“No, yes, no. Not in the hallway! Let's sit in the kitchen”
My hands were sweaty and Sebastian's were ice cold.
I got the creeps.
We sat down and he looked at me questioningly.
“All right, what is it?”
I gathered all my courage, took Sebastian's hand and placed it on the kitchen table.
“Dad, I'm afraid I have to tell you that I'm gay and that Sebastian is not a friend, but MY friend.”
Wom - the bomb had exploded.
I looked at my father's face, it was expressionless! I got even more nervous. Was it wrong? First I looked at Sebastian, who didn't feel comfortable at all in his skin, then I looked at my father again, who was still staring at me expressionlessly, and then I lowered my eyes to our entwined hands. There was a ghostly silence. I heard the ticking of the kitchen clock.
I dare not look at his face. I can't, and yes, I'm scared! Really scared! My stomach is cramping. I feel sick! I think I'm going to throw up. He says nothing! He just sits there at the kitchen table, his hands folded, his forearms on the table, and looks at me – and says nothing. What have I gotten us into! I'm an idiot! How did it come to this?
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a question, calm, too calm for my feelings.
“Since when?”
I look at him completely irritated.
“Since when have you known that you like boys?”
I tremble, waiting for my father to erupt.
"For about three weeks.”
I couldn't say more, tears streaming down my face. Our hands clenched even more.
“I'm disappointed, Christopher, hurt and sad.”
Shit, what have I done!
I want to say something, but he shows me that I should be quiet.
“Christopher, I have always tried to be a good father to you, we trusted each other, you could always come to me, I gave up a lot for you and I was happy to do it. You always trusted me with everything. Your fears, your worries, your first pubic hair, your first wet dream!”
He falls silent again, still looking me firmly in the eye, and I start to cry like a little child.
“Christopher! I'm sad because you didn't want to trust me.”
I just heard that wrong, didn't I? What was that?
I'm staring at my father with my mouth open!
“I don't give a shit whether you love a boy or a girl, I just would have liked to have known from you right away and happily, that's all! Promise me no more secrets, nothing has changed between us.”
Am I hearing angels sing? I'm completely lost! My knees are like jelly.
My dad grins at me, gets up, walks towards me, pulls me up and gives me a hug!
“I'm so happy for you!”
I can't believe it!
When he lets go of me, I look at Sebastian, who is still standing there like a drowned rat and doesn't understand the world anymore!
My dad walks up to him and takes him in his arms.
“Welcome to our family! And don't make him unhappy!“
With his well-known smile, he winks at Sebastian.
”So guys, now finally kiss each other and then wash your faces, you look terrible. Come on.”
I grab Sebastian's hand and pull him behind me into the bathroom.
“And at seven I want to go out to eat with you, that's what celebrating looks like!”
Sebastian stops as if rooted to the spot.
“But, we can't go out if someone sees us, can we? My parents don't know anything and they won't find out anytime soon!”
My father smiles at him.
“Oh come on, I should be allowed to have dinner with my boys. In here you are a couple in love, how you behave outside is your business! So, it's settled, we'll leave at seven!“
”And one more thing, congratulations on your taste!"
He laughs out loud and disappears into the living room.
Overjoyed, I pull my darling close and celebrate a wonderfully beautiful and long French kiss with him