11-16-2025, 10:39 AM
I hit puberty at twelve. It was just as we started sixth grade. I was the first. I told my closest friends how I was getting pubes and how my dick was getting bigger and my balls had dropped. Some of them wanted to see, so I showed them. I asked a couple of them if they had pubes or if their dicks or balls were growing, but only a couple were. Two of them, Brian and Trent, showed me their dicks and balls. They didn't have any hairs, not like I did, just a couple here and there. It was still pretty exciting seeing their stuff. So all my stuff was the biggest, and I was the only one of us with pubes. I didn't have a lot of hairs yet, but I did have actual pubes coming in, not just a few wild hairs spaced way apart here and there. It's not like I had a big dick or balls, but they were sure bigger than Brian's and Trent's. I'd seen a couple other friends' junk, but only while taking a piss or something, nothing like the actual show with Brian and Trent. From what I could see, I was the biggest, easy.
During sixth grade I started getting a sex drive, too. I was beating it off a lot. I was also squirting a bit. It was just those first pubescent ejaculations, just watery droplets and such, but it was such a big deal, ya know? I told my friends, of course. By this time I was hoping some of them would ask to see me do it. Ya know? But no one did.
I wasn't the only one beating off. Almost all my friends were doing that. We talked about it a lot. We all had computers then, even though they weren't in every house yet, not like now. We were dorks and geeks for the most part, and into computers and such. So of course we'd seen the porno sites and talked about them. We even shared the URLs of the ones we found with each other. Videos weren't very common yet, so most of what we saw and talked about were picture sites. When one of us came across a new video site we hurriedly shared the URL to be the big-shot who found it.
So I knew my closest friends jerked it too, but I was the only one squirting. At least actually squirting. Todd claimed he did, but he was small and didn't show off any pubes, so we expected he was bullshitting us. But some of them said they made a sticky, slippery coating on their dick head when they did it long enough. They said it felt better when it happened, so maybe they did. But they didn't claim to actually shoot anything.
Sixth grade was pretty cool. I was sort of the king of pubes and squirts.
The summer was pretty fun. We were looking forward to junior high and being big-shots. I was looking forward to seeing naked guys in the showers. Naked guys were still pretty rare on the internet back then. I'd seen a few, even saw some in action in the short videos you could sometimes find. But the videos were really low resolution and very short. Nothing like you can find today. They were like the bad animated thumbnails of today.
Me and my friends spent a lot of time on our computers. Alone. You didn't do porn with friends back then. Well, you did, with your best bud, but then he went home to jerk off.
I was almost desperate to get a friend to jack of with me. Or at least show off their junk. But as puberty took hold, the guys were more bashful about boners and sex stuff. It was a major tease of a summer.
Then seventh grade started. Yeah, I loved the showers. I got to see my friends naked. The ones who were in the class with me. And so many other guys. Some of the eight-grade boys were really developing. I loved that! Seeing those big dicks and hanging balls, and those wet, slick, tight bodies. Those nice asses. But the pubes really were the best part. I just loved seeing a guy's pubes.
So I was figuring out I was gay. In that time it was just not cool. At all.
Another good thing about junior high was all the new faces. There were so many new guys to look at. And to make friends with. I wasn't all that shy, I just had to be really careful about my burgeoning homosexuality. Being a computer nerd and gaming geek I made plenty of new friends in junior high.
I fell in love, too. I was heavy into fit guys with sandy-blond hair and blue or green eyes. Brown eyes could be pretty sexy too. But those sandy-blond guys... wow. Not jocks. Not many jocks, anyway. They were plenty hot, but I knew they were just not... accessible. Most of them made fun of me and my dorky friends anyway, so that ruined them in that regard.
But then there was Jeff and Mark. They were fellow dorks, but oh so hot. Perfect color hair, one with blue eyes the other with green, both lean and fit, and both obviously in puberty as well. They were easy to make friends with, as we shared so many likes and hobbies. Jeff was a gamer, DnD if you haven't guessed, while Mark was the computer dork.
They were both so hot. For dorks. Hell, it was hard to see them as dorks. They could have been 'regular' guys if they were into sports or 'regular' things. Thankfully, they weren't.
Of course neither of them were in my gym class, so my imagination filled in the mysterious bulges they showed. Sigh.