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  The Fool Killer (1954)
Posted by: Simon - 12-16-2025, 09:18 PM - Replies (1)

   


“. . . I ain't a good boy,” says George Mellish, twelve-year-old hero of The Fool Killer. “Never was and never will be, and that’s for a fact. Some folks has thought I was bad, and some not so downright terrible, but nobody has never accused me of being outright good.”
But it appeared to George that what his foster parents wanted was some kind of angel like what you read about in Sunday school stories, so, after one licking too many, he ran away.
The time was shortly after the Civil War, the place was rural America, so naturally George started West to seek his fortune. But strange people and strange events kept him from getting there: Dirty Jim Jelliman, who hadn’t done a thing he didn’t want to since his wife died; Blessing Angelina Fanshawe, who warned George she might pick his eyes out with a fork; Milo Bogardus, who had borrowed his name from a dead man after he was wounded in the war and forgot everything that had gone before.
And the Fool Killer, too. Because once George heard the story of that great big fellow who went round with a chopper for chopping fools, he couldn’t get him out of his mind, or decide whether he was a tale or real.
. . . Especially not after the camp-meeting preacher was murdered on the same night that George got saved. 

Quote: 12-year-old George Mellish, tired of beatings for both real and fancied misdeeds at the hands of his foster parents, runs away from home by hopping a freight train and lands somewhere east of the Mississippi River. The first person he meets is Dirty Jim Helliman who lives in a fantastically filthy hovel and with whom George feels a kindred spirit, both having "suffered" at the hands of a clean woman. It is (really dirty) Dirty Jim that tells George of the mythical, eight-foot bogey man called "The Fool Killer." George gets sick and Dirty Jim takes him to town where Mrs.Ova Faversham takes charge of the feverish boy. When Blessing Angeline, Mrs. Faversham's 10-year-old daughter, tells George that her mother intends to return him to his foster parents, George hits the road again. He meets Milo Bogardus, a young Civil War veteran, who has been robbed of his memory by a war wound, and is as lost in his own way as George. They come upon a camp meeting, where the fanatical Reverend Spotts is conducting a revivalist meeting and during the religious frenzy, George blacks out. He comes to and is alone, and is unaware that the Reverend has been murdered, and starts in his search to find Milo. He finds a home with the Dodds, small town store keepers. When, at supper, Dodds makes mention of the murder of the Reverend Spotts, George blurts out that "The Fool Killer done it" and tells them the legend as told to him by Dirty Jim. That evening, while George lies in bed, a shadow appears at his window. It is the figure of a tall, gaunt apparition, ax in hand ready to strike---"The Fool Killer!"

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  Finistère (first published 1951)
Posted by: Simon - 12-16-2025, 09:15 PM - Replies (1)

   



A lyrical gay coming-of-age story first published in 1951, acclaimed by Gore Vidal and The New York Times, about Matthew, a young American who moves to France with his mother following his parents' divorce. As Matthew navigates his budding sexuality and complicated new relationships, he is forced to confront finistère - land’s end - where the brutal truths of the world can be found.

At the beginning of the story, set in the 1920s, Matthew is just to turn 13, and the story ends when he is 16.

This novel has been out of print for many years, and was republished in 1986. It includes an appendix of materials about the book and author, as well as an introduction by acclaimed author Michael Bronski. Part of the Little Sister's Classics series, which resurrects out-of-print gay and lesbian books from the past. 

Quote: Finistère was promoted as a divorce novel—focusing on the detrimental effects of divorce on children. While that may have been the company line and no-doubt created an opening for larger acceptance of the work, it cannot be denied that the focus of the novel is a gay relationship—an adolescent's first love and his family's response to it. An odd sort of boarding school novel, the story of the tragedy of divorce, and a classic of gay literature, Finistère has appeared in more editions than any other fictional work by Fritz Peters.

Peters' second novel focuses on the tumultuous adolescence of Matthew Cameron. As Gore Vidal noted in his much quoted book review in The Saturday Review of Literature (Murder of Innocence, v.34:no.8, p.13, February 24, 1951), the first third of this book lays out the many betrayals experienced by young Matthew. The middle third lays out the story of Matthew's relationship with Michel, and the final third follows the rapid disintegration of Matthew's world. 

It is the summer of 1927. Thirteen-year-old Matthew's parents are divorcing and he and his mother are relocating to Paris. She has decided Matthew is too attached to her and to Scott Fletcher, a close friend of the family so Matthew is to be enrolled in the boarding school, St. Croix École des Garçons. Soon after Matthew's arrival at the school, André, a classmate, shares some dirty pictures with him and they become friends. The headmaster approves of them sharing a room and before long they are having a sexual relationship—a relationship about which Matthew feels quite guilty.

While with his family at the Christmas holiday, Matthew meets his mother's new 'friend', Paul Dumesnil. While Paul makes an effort to include him in conversations and activities, Matthew now feels like an outsider. As a condition of his parents divorce, Matthew isn't permitted to see his father until he reaches age 16. His father effectively disappeared from his life, and now he feels he is losing his mother as well. 

By the following fall 1928, his mother marries Paul. Scott, whom Matthew has idolized for years, has become engaged to Françoise. Scott, who had always been available to him is now focused on his relationship with Françoise and seems to have no time for him. Françoise seems to be the only adult who recognizes Matthew's attachment to Scott for what it is.

After a summer with his family, Matthew returns to school in the fall of 1929, to discover that André has gone, having moved to a different school. Alone and without support from any of his relationships, he feels lost. Michel Garnier, a new athletic coach, has joined the school and upon the boys' first outing for a swim in the Seine, Matthew swims too far and seems to give in to the current pulling him under. The relationship with Michel begins after he saves the drowning Matthew and helps to nurse him back to health. Their relationship brings Matthew back to life, feeling true love for the first time without all of the guilt he felt about his relationship with André. However, Matthew is innocent and this idealized first love can't insulate him from the cruelty of the world or of the adults in his life. 

It is no surprise that the ending of a gay novel from this time is likely to end tragically—most (but not all) did. As might be surmised by the many editions over the years, Finistère was popular among gay men despite the ending. The central message of the novel isn't that gay people are bad, or in this case, the problem isn't that Matthew is gay. The problem is that the adults in Matthew's life are incapable of supporting him.

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  The Children on Troublemaker Street 01 & 02
Posted by: Simon - 12-16-2025, 09:10 PM - Replies (1)

   


Lotta loved her piggly bear. At night, he slept beside her; and when Jonas and Maria weren’t around, she talked to him a lot.
Lotta was convinced that Bamsen was lying on the pillow feeling hurt because Jonas and Maria had hit him. As she stroked him, she cried and said:
“My poor Bamsen! I’m going to give Jonas and Maria a real hiding for this.”
Jonas, Maria, Lotta, Mother, and Daddy lived together in a yellow house. Every morning, Jonas and Maria went to school, and Daddy went to his office. Only Mother and Lotta stayed home. “I’m so glad that I have my little Lotta,” Mother would say. “Otherwise, I’d be all alone in the house.”
“Yes, you’re very lucky to have me,” Lotta would agree. “If you didn’t, you’d be all alone in the house, and I’d feel sorry for you.”
But Lotta didn’t say that this morning, not when she was so angry. She just sat there pouting, and looking very cross. It was time to get dressed, and Mother brought the fluffy sweater that Grandmother had knitted for Lotta.
“Not that one,” said Lotta. “It tickles and scratches.”
“No, it doesn’t,” said Mother, patiently. “Feel how soft and smooth it is.”
“It tickles and scratches,” said Lotta without touching it. “I want to wear my velvet dress.”
Lotta had a light-blue, velvet dress that was her Sunday best. She wanted to wear it even though it was only Thursday, and a very ordinary Thursday at that.
“You can wear it on Sunday,” said Mother. “Today, you’ll wear this sweater.”
“Then I’d rather go naked,” said Lotta.
“Suit yourself,” said Mother, and she went downstairs to the kitchen.

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Every day Jonas and I play games. We let Lotta play with us when we are playing games she knows.
But sometimes we play pirates and don’t want Lotta to be with us. She’s always in our way and keeps falling off the table, which is our ship. Then she cries and she wants to keep right on playing anyway.
The other day Jonas and I were playing pirates and Lotta wouldn’t leave us alone. So Jonas asked her:
“Don’t you know what to do when you play pirates?”
“You stand on the table and jump and you are a pirate,” Lotta said.
“But there is a much better way,” Jonas told her. “You lie on the floor under your bed and you hold still.”
“Why?” Lotta wanted to know.
“You just lie there pretending that you’re a pirate and you keep on saying over and over, ‘More food, more food, more food.’ That’s what pirates do,” said Jonas.
Lotta believed this is what pirates do. She crawled under her bed and said, “More food, more food, more food,” over and over again.
Jonas and I climbed up on our table and sailed away on the sea while Lotta stayed under her bed saying, “More food.” It was almost more fun watching Lotta than playing pirates.
“How long do pirates have to lie under the bed saying ‘More food’?” Lotta asked at last.
“Until Christmas Eve,” said Jonas.
Lotta crawled out from under her bed. “I don’t want to be a pirate any more because I think they are stupid,” she said.
Sometimes Lotta is a big help in our games. For instance, when we play angels—guardian angels, that is. Then we need someone to protect, so we protect Lotta. She lies in her bed while we stand next to her moving our arms. We pretend that we’re flapping our wings and flying and protecting her. But Lotta doesn’t like that game much either. All she gets to do is lie still again. It’s the same thing she does when she plays pirate, except that she lies under the bed then.
Sometimes we play hospital. Jonas is the doctor, I am the nurse, and Lotta is a sick child lying in her bed.
“But I don’t want to lie in my bed,” Lotta said the last time we asked her to be the sick child. “I want to be the doctor and stick a spoon into Mia Maria’s throat.”

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  The Fall of Doctor Onslow (1994)
Posted by: Simon - 12-16-2025, 09:03 PM - Replies (1)

   


The Fall of Doctor Onslow" (1994) was the sixth and final novel by Frances Vernon (1963-91). Published posthumously, it is perhaps her finest work. Set in 1858, it is the story of Dr George Onslow, reformist headmaster of a leading public school, who harbours private passions that are fated to be the death of his life's ambition.


'A searing indictment of the process of education... The narrative is tersely written in a style that successfully captures Victorian restraint and its stifling sensibilities.' Ben Preston, "The Times"

'A remarkable work, written with spirit and erudition... It is difficult to believe when reading it that the author was a child of our times and did not actually live in the middle of the last century: she recreates that world so vividly, with such understanding of its characters, such an ear for its speech, such feeling for its attitudes and taboos.'

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  Behind the Lie (2022)
Posted by: Simon - 12-16-2025, 08:54 PM - Replies (1)

   


NYPD detective turned small town PI Laney Bird is in a fight to save lives—including her own—when an explosion of deadly violence at a block party exposes the crimes simmering underneath her neighborhood’s peaceful façade.


A transplant to the upstate New York hamlet of Sylvan, all Laney wants is a quiet life for herself and her son. But things rarely remain calm in Laney’s life.
When one neighbor, a Russian immigrant, is shot, and his Ukrainian wife disappears—along with Laney’s best friend—at her neighborhood summer block party, Laney will need all her skills as a PI to solve a mystery that reaches far beyond her small town.
 
As people closest to Laney fall under suspicion, the local authorities, and her colleagues, question her own complicity. And then there’s fifteen-year-old Alfie, her complicated, enigmatic son, obviously hiding something. Even as Laney struggles to bury evidence of her boy’s involvement, his cagey behavior rings every maternal alarm.

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