First, I already was kind of worried I was going to be gay. Seeing the naked guys in the showers in seventh and eighth grades was far too interesting. Chicks were kind of interesting, and seeing them in bras and panties in movies was kind of boner-inspiring, but when I'd see a guy in his underwear in a movie, that would be far more boner-inspiring. I remember watching Caddyshack, and there was plenty of tits and girl butts, and they were okay, but the scene where the caddy is in his underwear and the judge is chasing him, wow, I secretly watched that scene dozens of times, over and over, and whacked-off to it every time. So, yeah, I was pretty sure I was going to be gay.
Another reason was that I found myself thinking about some of my friends in that way too. And dreaming about doing stuff with them too. And sometimes I'd see them changing at my house or theirs, and I'd get hard and excited. So, yeah, I was pretty sure I was becoming gay.
And then there was the crush I had on Steve. He was a jock, and so hot. I loved his hair, his eyes, his legs, his lips, his butt, that package, everything about him. If he'd been in my gym class I would probably have been caught staring at him. It was hard enough not to stare at the hot guys in the showers as it was.
Yeah, I was going to be gay. I was more sure almost every week by the time this happened with Chase.
I was staying over at his place one weekend. Just a pretty normal sleepover. On Sunday his parents went to church and were going to dinner after, so we had hours and hours to mess around. We decided to check out his dad's work shed and mess around some with his tools.
Well, his dad's work shed was a small room in the back of their garage. It's sort of an added on room on the back of the house behind the garage, and the only door to it inside was in the middle of the back wall of the garage. Inside the work shed was another door on the opposite wall that went outside, and there was a window on both sides of that door. That work shed was more like a den. He had a table with six chairs where he played cards with his friends, a refrigerator, and a pretty big television set (the kind that had a square screen and was sort of like a cabinet) and a VHS player. Along one wall was a long bench that had tools and where he did fix and build things. There was also a couple of cabinets above the work bench.
We messed around with the tools and stuff for a few minutes before Chase found some VHS tapes in a box in one of the cabinets.
"Check these out!" he said, handing one to me.
It had naked chicks on the cover! All kinds of chicks, and most of them had splooge on their tits or faces or cunts. We looked at all the tapes, and they all were obviously porno tapes. There were six tapes in all. Half of them had naked guys on the covers too. And, yes, I found them far more interesting than the naked chicks.
I could feel my boner growing really hard. It was sort of trapped and trying to get hard, and that made it feel even more powerful. Plus I hadn't beaten off since before school Friday morning because I never beat off when I was sleeping over somewhere, or he or one of my other friends was sleeping over at my place. And when I got home on Sunday night, when I beat off it would be totally kick ass after not doing it for a couple of days.
"Wow. Did you know your dad had these?" I asked.
"Hell no! He must've just got 'em or something."
"Let's watch one!"
"Yeah! Which one do you want to see first?"
I picked the one with a lot of different chicks and guys on the cover. I said because it looked like it had the most action, but it was actually because it had the most guys on the cover. While he put the tape in the player and turned on the TV, I adjusted my boner in my pants to make it more comfortable. I knew I was going to have a major boner for a long time and I didn't want to have to adjust it with Chase sitting next to me where he could see me doing it.
He got the movie started and sat down at the table with me, our backs to the table, and we watched as the stupid credits started. It didn't take long before the action started. It was the first porno we had ever seen. We'd both seen the magazines Jase had showed us, which he'd swiped from his older brother a while back. That had been almost two years ago, and I'd been beating off ever since then. So had Jase and Chase and the other guys Jase showed them to before his brother pretty much beat him up to get them back.
I'll never forget what it felt like to watch that movie. My guts were tingling and wiggling, my dick was throbbing, and my balls were buzzing. That space behind my balls was all quivery. I was excited all over my body.
