I knew I was going to be gay about the same time as I hit puberty. I never had any doubts once I started getting erections and an interest in sex. By fourteen boys were all I thought about. Girls were kind of gross and about as sexy as that cardboard tube in the middle of a roll of toilet paper. Tits were as sexy as a pile of warm pudding. Dicks, now, they were fucking amazing. Balls were lusciously soft and wiggly. Boys' butts were so firm and round and alluring.
I had friends and ran around with them like any other boy, until puberty came along and I couldn't keep my eyes off my friends' packages and butts and legs and mouths and... well, I just couldn't risk them finding out I was such a raging homo, so I spent less and less time with my friends and more and more time alone.
By fifteen I really only had one good friend, and two other friends left. Connor was the kind of guy who didn't make fun of guys or act like an asshole. He was decent and kind, and always nice to anyone who was nice to him. I didn't mind spending time with him because I doubted he'd even care if he found out my secret. Jess and Terrence were also pretty cool, and didn't join in making fun of others or acting like assholes. I had illusions that Connor or Jess or Ter were gay, but they liked looking at girls and talking about them, so I was pretty sure they were straight.
The only real thing to do when we stayed over at each other's houses was to stay up late and jerk off to porn, so I'd seen their dicks all hard and red and juicy and squiring so many times I lost count by the time this happened when we were fifteen. I think we started when we were eleven or twelve. Before any of us had pubes or our dicks had grown any. I can remember our little sacks, all smooth and tight, and our little boners. We hid them behind our shirts or coats or a blanket at first, but after a year or so we didn't bother hiding anymore.
Connor was really tall and skinny, with red hair and gray-blue eyes. He's got these amazingly long fingers, and long arms and legs. Long nose, too. He was in my gym class in eighth grade, so I knew he had a long dick before I saw it in private. At fifteen, he had a good six inches that was growing fast, and would end up just over eight inches of lean dick with a round head. Pretty nice balls as well. Not much of an ass, though. It's almost flat and sits kind of high. He's too skinny to call sexy, but he's got a nice face. Connor shot in fast squirts, little shots, but plenty of them. It was always thin and shot pretty far.
Ter was a little short and lifts weights, with dark brown hair and brown eyes. He's got a pretty nice ass. He's compact, with strong hands with short fingers. Nice ass. Decent balls, but a pretty short dick that's nice and fat. Really muscular arms and legs. Ter came kind of odd - just sort of oozing it out in several gushes like two seconds apart. Really thick stuff. Not very much either.
Jess was sort of slim and average, with sandy-blond hair, blue eyes, awesome lips, a really nice ass, and a pretty average face. Jess would fit into any crowd, really, but he's a brainiac, so he's in with us dorky dudes. He had a pretty average dick and balls, but he could shoot more cum than the three of us together. Well, I could blast a nice wad, too. But I was always so turned on when we jacked off together that I couldn't help but blow a big wad no matter who I was jerking off with.
